I'm having a not-so-good holiday, thanks 2  someone and a few stupid issues......*sigh*

S-A-D L-I-F-E  is the only word i can spell in mind now.

Can someone bring to somewhere i can ACTUALLY relax ????!!

I can't wait 2 go 2 the book fest with my friends.......
I also can wait to start practicing the "di zhi gui" drama!!!!!
Hope my team will win then we can get 5 marks for the "jing dian" subject
la la la la la la la la la ........ i don't know wad 2 say....

Yesterday, my best friend almost faint in school!!!!!! (Gosh i was worried sick about her)

She didn't even want to go home when she was suffocating .......b'cuz she doesn't want her mom to worry.......

In the end when she got home ,trying to hide that she was not feeling well her mom scold her though she's totally innocent (long story.....) 

I feel sad 4 her.... ~.~

But at least her boyfriend called her at night 2 check if she's fine....... ^.^

There was a very heavy rain 2day!!! O.0

It was creepy n scary because ther were many loud thunder......

If u are a heart - attacked patient u would have got a heart attack.....

I feel like L.C.M (my best friend's boyfriend is a shy jerk !)

He did came n see my best friend 2day but she was shy so she went away, so i asked him 2 go find her n talk to her but..... he don't want ,b'cuz too shy.....*sigh

Today afternoon i went to Montes for lunch just b'cuz my sister wanted to go there!!!!
The food there was terrible, okay maybe just not as delicious as Delicious restaurant......
Wasting money 2 go Montes .....so not worth it at all.
Sometimes i just wish my sister could be smarter a bit......
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Piano teacher gave me lots of pieces to practice 2day...damn tired to practice!!!
Should giving me less to practice since practical exam JUST over.......NO FAIR!!!
So many stress in school, b'cuz so many small test 2 study n math is getting harder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If this is going 2 continue, i think i'm going 2 go crazy T.T

I feel lonely sometimez.........don't know why...
How i wish i could have a perfect life.....

Tomorrow got school...nooooooo.........
I wish i can buy the "twilight saga" hard cover novels.......*sigh*
But its too expensive (RM188)
I'm poor.........*sob*

I miss my old school friends .........
ESPECIALLY my best friend , Jasmine......(I WANT TO CRY)
Why do we have 2 be separated in the first place.............
I miss Yin, Jean, Nat, Vivian, Jo Yee, Hui Mei, Rachael, Gloria..........
But luckily in K.C there's good friends also.

Should i stop learning piano?
It's such a stress learning it all these years.............
I'm kinda tired and stress out....
After the grade 5 practical exam, i totally had a heart "breakdown" , it's like suddenly i gave up the "world of piano" , and i feel like i'm not qualified or worthy to ever enter the "world" again......
I still feel like a stupid loser in piano.

Math is getting tougher......*sigh*
I think i will fail it in the exam AGAIN!!!!!!!
Math is the subject i hate the most, sry to say that but that's the truth.........
Every time u start doin a new math question that ur teacher just taught, you'll get jammed in the process of trying 2 solve it.Not only that you'll have to squeeze ur brain 'till there's no more juice or thing 2 be squeeze out of it. Then you'll feel like fainting b'cuz you've spent so long thinking on that particular question and in the end u can't even solve it ......*sigh*

Why is L.C.M such a jerk?
I know that he is shy and blah blah blah, but he should at least talk more 2 my best friend.After all, he's her boyfriend.....a lousy one though (sry i said that abt your boyfriend, best friend).
Sometimes i just pity my best friend for having a boyfriend that is a bit of a jerk............

Wats the feeling like to reject someone that likes u?
Will it hurt that someone that likes u?
Will it make u regret for your decision?
Will it make that someone hate u?
Will it make u feel guilty?
Can someone give me some opinion or advice?
PLEASEEEEEE .........

Why school dun close for a week?
Not fair, other schools close 4 a week KC only close for 3 days ,den give us so MANY homework.
Wad kind of evil n crazy school is this!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN WANT 2 GO BACK 2 SCHOOL TOMORROW !!!!!!!!! (i know i'm such a lazy girl)

#sigh#
I think i failed my Grade 5 practical exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS SO DEPRESSED , I feel like i've totally lost all my damn confidence after this practical exam.
I was so stress out yesterday when i went 2 the hotel 2 take my exam. To make things worse its was freezing like Alaska in the room where i was waiting 4 my turn 2 take the exam!!!
Depression + Freezing + Tension + Lack of oxygen = 100% sure fail (#sigh)
Why is my life such a tragedy???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When i went in the room and started playing my first exam piece my fingers were like still frozen n hard, i can barely try not 2 play a single note mistake.
After i finish playing the pieces, i felt like crying (b'cuz i knew i am sure goin 2 flunk it)
No wonder i have pimples........