I thought i can relax after exam butttt......parents are at home so can't!!!!
My best friend is so sober a day after exam.......it's some family issues ,i wish i could help her!
Monday, October 19, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Today(3/9/09) ,my friend broke my heart. It happen when i went to talk to her. She was surronded by a few friends who were just teasing her, asking her for something. I had something that i really wanted to tell her but..... I guess she prefers their attention rather than my appearance. I did try to say something just a little bit, but....*sob*........she actually was answering someone else's (not me!) questions that was sort of not important and which was only asked after i speak to her. I felt like i was being ignored like i was just someone invisible.*sigh* so i went away. Is that really my friend???!!!!!! A few more things happened between me and her later on that truly,truly,truly hurt me...... I just didn't talk to her. Instead i try to avoid her so that i would not get more hurt or angry when i just look at her. I feel kinda dissapointed and crushed because she's a special friend to me....... How i wish my best friend from ex school, Jasmine who's still my best friend and always will be, could be in the same school, same class as me, and we could still hang out together and talk over problems or even gossip together. I miss her soooo much!!!!!! *sob* my life is so miserable.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Yesterday, my best friend almost faint in school!!!!!! (Gosh i was worried sick about her)
She didn't even want to go home when she was suffocating .......b'cuz she doesn't want her mom to worry.......
In the end when she got home ,trying to hide that she was not feeling well her mom scold her though she's totally innocent (long story.....)
I feel sad 4 her.... ~.~
But at least her boyfriend called her at night 2 check if she's fine....... ^.^
There was a very heavy rain 2day!!! O.0
It was creepy n scary because ther were many loud thunder......
If u are a heart - attacked patient u would have got a heart attack.....
I feel like L.C.M (my best friend's boyfriend is a shy jerk !)
He did came n see my best friend 2day but she was shy so she went away, so i asked him 2 go find her n talk to her but..... he don't want ,b'cuz too shy.....*sigh
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Today afternoon i went to Montes for lunch just b'cuz my sister wanted to go there!!!!
The food there was terrible, okay maybe just not as delicious as Delicious restaurant......
Wasting money 2 go Montes .....so not worth it at all.
Sometimes i just wish my sister could be smarter a bit......
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Piano teacher gave me lots of pieces to practice 2day...damn tired to practice!!!
Should giving me less to practice since practical exam JUST over.......NO FAIR!!!
So many stress in school, b'cuz so many small test 2 study n math is getting harder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If this is going 2 continue, i think i'm going 2 go crazy T.T
The food there was terrible, okay maybe just not as delicious as Delicious restaurant......
Wasting money 2 go Montes .....so not worth it at all.
Sometimes i just wish my sister could be smarter a bit......
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Piano teacher gave me lots of pieces to practice 2day...damn tired to practice!!!
Should giving me less to practice since practical exam JUST over.......NO FAIR!!!
So many stress in school, b'cuz so many small test 2 study n math is getting harder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If this is going 2 continue, i think i'm going 2 go crazy T.T
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Should i stop learning piano?
It's such a stress learning it all these years.............
I'm kinda tired and stress out....
After the grade 5 practical exam, i totally had a heart "breakdown" , it's like suddenly i gave up the "world of piano" , and i feel like i'm not qualified or worthy to ever enter the "world" again......
I still feel like a stupid loser in piano.
It's such a stress learning it all these years.............
I'm kinda tired and stress out....
After the grade 5 practical exam, i totally had a heart "breakdown" , it's like suddenly i gave up the "world of piano" , and i feel like i'm not qualified or worthy to ever enter the "world" again......
I still feel like a stupid loser in piano.
Math is getting tougher......*sigh*
I think i will fail it in the exam AGAIN!!!!!!!
Math is the subject i hate the most, sry to say that but that's the truth.........
Every time u start doin a new math question that ur teacher just taught, you'll get jammed in the process of trying 2 solve it.Not only that you'll have to squeeze ur brain 'till there's no more juice or thing 2 be squeeze out of it. Then you'll feel like fainting b'cuz you've spent so long thinking on that particular question and in the end u can't even solve it ......*sigh*
I think i will fail it in the exam AGAIN!!!!!!!
Math is the subject i hate the most, sry to say that but that's the truth.........
Every time u start doin a new math question that ur teacher just taught, you'll get jammed in the process of trying 2 solve it.Not only that you'll have to squeeze ur brain 'till there's no more juice or thing 2 be squeeze out of it. Then you'll feel like fainting b'cuz you've spent so long thinking on that particular question and in the end u can't even solve it ......*sigh*
Why is L.C.M such a jerk?
I know that he is shy and blah blah blah, but he should at least talk more 2 my best friend.After all, he's her boyfriend.....a lousy one though (sry i said that abt your boyfriend, best friend).
Sometimes i just pity my best friend for having a boyfriend that is a bit of a jerk............
I know that he is shy and blah blah blah, but he should at least talk more 2 my best friend.After all, he's her boyfriend.....a lousy one though (sry i said that abt your boyfriend, best friend).
Sometimes i just pity my best friend for having a boyfriend that is a bit of a jerk............
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
#sigh#
I think i failed my Grade 5 practical exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS SO DEPRESSED , I feel like i've totally lost all my damn confidence after this practical exam.
I was so stress out yesterday when i went 2 the hotel 2 take my exam. To make things worse its was freezing like Alaska in the room where i was waiting 4 my turn 2 take the exam!!!
Depression + Freezing + Tension + Lack of oxygen = 100% sure fail (#sigh)
Why is my life such a tragedy???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When i went in the room and started playing my first exam piece my fingers were like still frozen n hard, i can barely try not 2 play a single note mistake.
After i finish playing the pieces, i felt like crying (b'cuz i knew i am sure goin 2 flunk it)
No wonder i have pimples........
I think i failed my Grade 5 practical exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS SO DEPRESSED , I feel like i've totally lost all my damn confidence after this practical exam.
I was so stress out yesterday when i went 2 the hotel 2 take my exam. To make things worse its was freezing like Alaska in the room where i was waiting 4 my turn 2 take the exam!!!
Depression + Freezing + Tension + Lack of oxygen = 100% sure fail (#sigh)
Why is my life such a tragedy???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When i went in the room and started playing my first exam piece my fingers were like still frozen n hard, i can barely try not 2 play a single note mistake.
After i finish playing the pieces, i felt like crying (b'cuz i knew i am sure goin 2 flunk it)
No wonder i have pimples........
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